20 tahun

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera .
huhh . dah semakin membesaq da aku . Bukan pada saiz badan aku yang memang tak boleh disangkal lagi . tapi pada umur aku . dan bersawang sudah blog aku ni kann . hehe .

Semakin besar ni semakin aku takut . banyak tanggungjawab yang kena pikul . macam daebak sangat la kayto . haha . but . that the reality . tahun ni aku dah 20 TAHUN . next year , 21 then 22 then ~ hukhuk .
dah takdak belasan dah di pangkat depan umur aku ,

Alhamdulillah . aku akan sambung pengajian aku sebagai pelajar jurusan mikrobiologi untuk tahun ke 2 . syukur~ Ingat dah tak mampu lagi nak jejak UKM yang tercintaa , chewahh . Alhamdulillah . walaupun taklaa gempak mana result , at least , aku boleh buat mak senyum , abah reply meseg aku pun dah cukup .

After this DEAN LIST ! huuu . mampukah ? aku nak lawan   SITI NORSHAHADA ABDUL HALIM yang menjadi sahabat aku sedari 13 tahun hingga laa sekarang . hoho lama-2 , hope sampai bila-2 . tak . yang lama tu sebab kami satu sekolah dari form 1- form 3 . okayh . berpisah kejap selama 2 tahun . sebab aku pindah . alhamdulillah . jumpa balik minah lampai ni kat matrik . bajet cam haa matrik ni . kira last place bersama la . kononn~ tuptup . haa . ambik ! satu U kao . satu fakulti satu kolej plus satu blok . gedebukk ,. bersama tak kamii ? ada kimia kann ? haha . kalo cerita kat orang ni jawabnyaa
"wow . lamanyaa , hampa ni jodoh sungguh "
 haa . ni malaih sikit . jodoh-2 tu . pelan-2 sikit . kalao la . betul ada kimia sampai ke tuaa . sebelah rumah , satu taman , satu tempat kerjaa ? hurm ~ memang gelak guling-2 la aku . betul tak hada ? bidang pengajian yang nak dekat sama . satu aliran . memang bersama la kutt noh ? doakan kami bersahabat selamanya .

bergaduh , bertepuktampar , pekik terlolong adalah perkara biasa yea . almaklum~ teman sepermainan sewaktu muda-2 dulu sampailaa sekarang . aiceh ~tua dah kaa ?

Pada kesempatan ini saya NURKHALIDA BT MOHAMMAD KHALIL ingin menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf atas segala kekhilafan yang pernah saya lakukan kepada sesiapa saja yang mengenali diri ini . ampun dan maaf dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki .
kepada sahabat-2 handai yang disayangi . trimas sebab sudi lagi menyayangi dan berkawan dengan budak gemok ini . semoga tali persahabatan kita hingga akhir hayat sampailah ke syurga . amin~ bff ! aku doakan kita semua dapat berjaya dalam bidang-2 yang kita ceburi .

miss u all so much . sayang hampa ketat-ketat . simpan dalam peti besi .
EX-SKCBM , EX-SKJS , EX-SMKK , EX-SMKBK , EX-SMKSE , EX-KMPP .

selamat hari raya aidilfitri . maaf zahir dan batin .

xoxo
PUBLISH !
hehe

menangis la pulakk

Assalamualaikum .
haha .
tetiba update pulakk .
jgn sampai demam MENGUPDATE suda .
sedar sikit nak exam .
hurm well .

MEMANG DH SUNTUK .
huh .
yesterday was a day that maybe i'll treasure for the rest of my life . 27/12/12 .
here i want to deliver my appreciation to my bff

SITI NORSHAHADA BINTI ABDUL HALIM .

and my dear roomate

ANISAH BT ISMAIL . haha .

wanna know ? cuakk kn ? aku menangis semalam . gila ! lama kot takk menangis cam tu . seriously . i am shocked of myself . and yang lebih kuat lagi aku terkejut + TERHARU yang membuatkan aku nangis sangat sebab hada cakap

"dah tujuh tahun impian hang ni . dah ada depan mata . tu turning point untuk hang . semua orang ada hak untuk cantik , untuk pandai , untuk ...."

tq sayangsayang sebab ada bila aku perlukan pertolongan dan sokongan . kepada emakk kuu tersayang

FARHANAH MAT HANIF .

 kakak rindu kat mak . sangat mak . bila dah besar ni lagi akak takut . takut takk boleh tolong mak satu hari nanti . doakan kakakk ye makk .
SAYANG MAK KETAT-KETAT .bubuh dalam peti besi .

trying my best to do well in my exam .

okay .
hehe .
xoxo .
PUBLISH !

                                                  bila boleh jadi camni balikk ehh ?

At last !

Assalamulaikum . hi guys !
haha .

for so long i didn't update my blog . haha(laugh again) .
its like dream come true to write this entry . well . hurm .
i am now OFFICIALLY a student of UKM . alhamdulillah .
and and . the final exam is around the corner beb ! (mampos aku) . faint !
sekarang baru nak update .

Dah dekat 5 bulan aku kat sini . alhamdulillah . still adapting to the environment . university is TOTALLY different from matrics okay . repeat . TOTALLY different . if you not guard yourself well . then POM ! its drown you away .
seriously . i miss my old days . school , my friends , my own self .

sekarang dah besar . takk boleh dah buat perangai macam budak-budak*iya ka ?
tapi apa apa pun . aku sedang meniti satu fasa baru dalam hidup aku . dan aku sangat takut sebenarnya . makin besar maknanya makin besar tanggungjawab aku .

 nak jadi kecik terus okay takk ? takk payah pikir masalah . huhu .

ha ! nanti aku akan update kawan-kawan aku ehh ?
haha .
nantikan KADFAZ , PFC , N'KERIOSA , and NEAKA . *kalau aku rajin . hehe

okay .
xoxo

listen here

I remember years ago Someone told me I should take Caution when it comes to love I did, I did-------
And you were strong and I was not My illusion, my mistake I was careless, I forgot I did
And now when all is done There is nothing to say You have gone and so effortlessly You have won You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof tops Write it on the sky line All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy And my heart is broken All my scars are open Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard Falling for betrayal is worst Broken trust and broken hearts I know, I know--------
Thinking all you need is there Building faith on love and words Empty promises will wear I know, I know--------
And now when all is gone There is nothing to say [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/impossible-lyrics-shontelle.html ] And if you're done with embarrassing me On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof tops Write it on the sky line All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy And my heart is broken All my scars are open Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible! Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)
I remember years ago Someone told me I should take Caution when it comes to love I did
Tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof tops Write it on the sky line All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy And my heart is broken All my scars are open Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible
I remember years ago Someone told me I should take Caution when it comes to love I did..........

miss all of u . . bff . . tq so much for being such good frens for me

snap time in BUKIT MERAH

haha . . at last ! tired+sleepy rite now . . but still want to post something on my blog . .

this is it !
scene in BUKIT MERAH

otw to BUKIT MERAH

credit to acik gege

and lots more ! but . . its so late to upload all those pics . . so . .till then . .=)
soo sorry

BUKIT MERAH

yay ! going to bukit merah tomorrow . . with my beloved family . .

hehe . .

tomorrow i'll brief about my trip yah . . hehe . .

last week was quite tough week . . hurm . . everything happen . . and its all na taemune . .

i'll try my best to change my attitude . .

hurm . . like my sensei said

. . control what u can control . don't control what u cannot control . . 

one more thing ! i wanna forget him . . mr asas . . thanks alot for all the memories . . i appreciate it . .

bcoz of u . . i experience new things n lighten my school life . .

KADFAZ , N'KER10SA , PFC 

hope we can meet again . . 

i pray for our best in everything that we do . .

do the best , beat the rest .

mr transformer . . i'll let u go now . . khaseyo . . kamsahamnida . .

n K2P2 . . hope we can still in contact when this sem end . .

n . . i'll put more pic about us. . here . . <3

try to lose weight . . hehe

maTRIculatioN STudenT

HAHA , ,
sory guys . . its takes time for me to update , ,
my broadband go crazy lately . .
HAHA . .
matriculation student ?

wow , . dat title kind da howt , ,
but , , its not . .

ya . . now i understand my cousin feeling when he entered matrics . .
needs a lot of attention n sacrifice . .HAHA . .

HECTIC ! GIGANTIC ! BOMBASTIC !
n some more TIC TIC TIC . .

gila . . kemahkemah . . HAHA ! !
guys . . i'm home . . tomorrow i'm back !

hurm  , , i think i wanna share this , ,


jmp sesowg ni . .
dy SMART!KEMAS! dan pastinya KACHAK !
kemahkemah . .


hada ada cita sal asas . . dy ckp asas makin KACHAK jugakk . .
seyes , , aq mmg lama lupa dy . .

cuma . .nama dy ttp ada di minda , ,
ala . . cm chipsmore . .

aq doakan dy berjaya . . dyla owg yg brjaya curi hatiku . .
HAHA ! plzla . .(bak kata aiza)

hurm . . skrg aq makin sibuk . .
kene fokus kalo nk 4.00
tp aq taw . . susa kowt kalo nk capai tahap tuu . .

tp x MUSTAHIL !

miss N'KERIOSA n KADFAZ ! n MEMBER LAMA . .(amanina,amalina n seangkatan dengannya )
sayang korang ketatketat !


t di lain masa aq akn memperkenalkn my practicum members EK . .
kidariseyo . .

mggu dpn ada mcm2 kuiz . .
doakn aq yea . .

insyaallah . . i'll try my best !
HWAITING

HA . . aq dok matrik . . KPOP suda lama x UPDATE !

U-KISS

naekolago , ,HOON oppa  , , neomu sarangeo , ,gyeopta , ,

n all ukiss members . . HWAITING ! luv u all. .

menakowtkan ..

assalamualaikum . .
wahh . . lama betol x update . .
kini berwajah baru . .
aik . . suda x speaking ?
HAHA ! up to me la . .

well . . this thursday will be new day n myb world for me . .
at last . . i can enter matrics . . alhamdulillah . .
i want to make my parents proud of me ?
btw . .

did i wrote bout my result ?
HAHA ! forgot bout it . . but alhamdulillah . . i make myself cry is enough !

HURm. . quite scary about my depart to matric , , what gonna happen to me ?
will i survive ? hurM . . positive plzz . .

HAHA ! i'm happy actually coz i can meet my old3 friend there  . . who knows ryte ?
4 about 2 years i never meet her . .=)

hope that she is also xcited like me . . HEHE !

anwy . . i'm glad that i get oppotunity to enter form 6 before i enter matric . .
at least . . i get the xperience become lower 6 student . .although it just take 3 weeks . .

=)
miss abah so much . .<3 luv u abah !

hambokheseyo ! !

assalamualaikum . . anyeong . .
warrghhh . .chulmal ! ! wanna know ?
i'm happy 2day . .
HAHA ! ! RECENTLY . . i search 4 dbsk clip in happy together<variety show in korea> @ utube
and i'm very happy 2 watch them in the show . . chulmal ! i hav fun and erase my perception towards them . .
u-know yunho : he seem cold but . . really caring n easy going
hero jaejoong : funny ! ! i never thought dat he can be dat way . . ya ! ! his very handsome . cute
xiah junsu : HAHA ! ! cute3 . . <3 him
max changmin : cute 2 . . n feel sad when people said xiah is more cuter than him . . he is d maknae of d group
micky yunchun : gud laughter . . i <3 his smile . . kill my heart !

s USUAL i'll wait 4 my fav variety show in KBS WORLD . .
n . . 2night ! ! yay ! i got 2 WATCH dbsk <yunho, changmin> f(x) <sulli , luna , krystal> n my lovely oppa onew SHINee  <very happy> i got 2 watch them at last . . in tv . .  yup ! in tv . . i'm sooooooo happy . .
THEY R THE GUEST 4 2DAY . . 

onew oppa . . u really handsome n cute . . .ur voice was soooooooo amazing

DBSK . . although now ur seperate 2 JYJ n DBSK .. but i still <3 u guys . . nomo sarangeo oppa . .<3<3

they change alot ! ! now they are real namja ! ! wah . . muscles , masculine ,matured . . =]]]]]
hajiman . . they still d same s before . . funny n unexpected . .

hope dat i can meet wif all my kpop idols face 2 face AMIN . . < pray 4 me>
eager 2 go 2 korea . . .
hwaiting ! ! but . . FIRST i need 2 struggle in my stdy . . pay alot of attention on books <education books not comic or novels> need 2 change my attitude ! ! dats d important thing !

:: my rESulT
its coming ! ! really coming ! ! what is going 2 happen 2 me ? ? WARRGGHHH ! !
my result ? !
T_T

about yesterday

assalamualaikum . .
lama aq x update .
actually . . 4/3 was my bff bfday . . .
<atikah , zafira , afifah >
they r so important 2 me . inspire me n help me in any sort 0f prob . .
atikah : my dorm mate < her bed was next 2 me > gud in mats n luv 2 create poem . aka jiwang karat <was pfc member >
zafira : my classmate <genius stdnt among kadfaz > luv her frens alot n luv arts alot !
afifah : my classmate 2 <smkbk-N'ker10sa> caring , luving

they hav their own abilities n i <3 them so damn much . .
 n here i want 2 wish happy belated bfday <although i wish them d>
saengil chukahamnida chinggu . . . sarangeo . .=]]
hope dats we can meet again <atikah,zafira>u

::about my brother
its relief when he told me dat d boy was his fren . tq acik . .
make me so so relief . .

i think i need 2 change my nick+fav name . kede ,kencana ? ? will i ? ?

puropta ! !

cho kyuhyun <super junior maknae>

<3 u so much oppa . . sarangeo . . .=]] chulmal . . really wanna meet u . .

assalamualaikum

anyeonghaseyo . .mrs asas !

semalam mmg nk update . tp kepala pening giler2 . . fuhh . .saket dee .
engt smlm nk telan 2 panadol . tp cuma amik satu jep <hehe>
taw x . ptg kelmarin .

s usual . me n my family will visit my bro @ his skool . now . he is staying in hostel .
we're late yesterday . but . achik ara . .gumawo achik n bianeyo .chigum . i thought i really <3 him . chulmal !
when ur not at home . really fell like lonely . no fights . no shouts . hurm . even my mom miss him more than ever . funny rite . a person dat i really <3 2 fight n give order was gone . just me n my lils sys . lots of trouble de . . bt i <3 her 2 . more . . HEHE !

 DIS NOT REALLY D STORY .
actually . yesterday i was frust dat i can't help my bro out . chulmal . if im embrace myself . ill just leave d car . n run 2 him .n just said "achik ! opah kirim salam " although its not true . dat boy ! he force my bro 2 give him something dat we post him<maggi,vitagen,"cebok",toothpatse, n one n only yakult>dis is all just because a YAKULT drink . but . its really disappoint me . ya . he's now a young man . not a boy dat i need 2 treasure before . he's big enough 2 protect himself . but <more but> if i can meet d boy . seriously . i will warned him . huh !

ya2 . I KNOW . he is big boy . not my baby bro anymore . . if just i am a man . . dat little "pulon" boy . will kena wif me .huh !

ill ask my achik when he get back home . wait n c . .
=*

one more thing . . .
he is not single anymore . warghh . . . T-T . .
i ask him "chat ngn awek ke ?"
n he just said "mmg pon " <i think>

but , his not available now . . wargh !
=[

 hajiman . . no worry . . i still hav kikwang oppa . . sarangeo oppa . .
<3<3<3

assalamualaikum

AT MY MOM WORKING PLACE
anyeong ! konbawa !
HAHA ! !
wo . aq leh msok tmpt keje mak . . bnyk giler machine . . . HOHO ! TP . YG BEST NYA . dpa still dpt keje dlm aircond . ada jgk tp lae . dpa kene brdiri 12 jam satu hari . penat uhh . . sempat gak la aq melawak ngn mak . ckp nk keje skali . taw x apa mak ckp ? <xpayah kang kene marh ngn kwn2 mak plk 2 , suma garang !> ouh . terimakasih mak !
HAHA ! !

NK TAW X ? 4 d first tyme ever . he called  n speak 2 me . .HAHA ! ! last tyme . if i called him . he would not ever speak or can easily say SILENT ! but . dis morning . i was so surprise plus happy ! ! ! HAHA ! he speak 2 me . . warghh . . im so glad at last i can hear his voice .
but , at dat tyme . i need 2 accompaied my mom 2 tour d place . n i just can speak 2 him 4 about 5 minutes i think . . HUHU ! ! dats d sad thing . .
why he need 2 call me at dat tyme? ? why not 2morrow ? or should i said he should not call me at first place ? . . i frust actually . 4 long tyme we never contact  each other . . why 2day ? haish !! i hope dat he can do the best 4 his spm . n not end up like me . .
=]

bout my result .
suma ckp mggu dpn ? mggu dpn cmna 2 ? isnin ni ke ? or isnin lg satu ?
harghhh . . . tense !<releks2> HAHA !

SAKIT PEROT RYTE NOW . .
NEED 2 GO .
DA . .
=)))))

b4 dat .as usual . introduce 2 u my beloved kpop singer . . HAHA ! !
KYUHYUN ssi . . uri oppa . .sarangeo . pogoshipta . . chulmal ! ! gumawo oppa . non hemboke . .oppa . .
sarange . sarange . sarange .
 he is d young members of  13 members of SUPER JUNIOR . but now only 11 left<+ kangin in military service>. .maknae of d group . .=)) <3 u oppa . . really hope dat i can meet u one day . kidariseyo . i will go 2 hanguk . . HEHE ! !

assalamualaikum

hurm . .
i'm 2 xcited . . smpy lupa bg salam .
ish3 . .
intro
::nurkhalida mohammad khalil
::18 ta0n
::berkacamata
::ramah + easy going <mybe >
::eldest sys !
:: <3 kpop alot  . .smpy mak naik pening ngn aq
::aq syg kwn2 aq . . n hope dyorg pon syg aq . .^^
::mudah trsenyum
::kalo curious sal aq . . leh la komen2 k ?
::still x tawu nk guna blog =((
::tingin nk wt blog cm amanina . . warghhhhhh . .
::must learn more bout blog . .

myra . . kita nk wat cm kamoo . .HUHU !!

<3NK TAWU ?
td aq g pasar mlm night market <hehe> aq trjumpa sesowg . hencem2
tinggi ! ! ! wargh ! ! terpana seketika . .
HAHA ! !

<3sal result . .

aq takowt sangat nih . cm na la kalo reult aq x gempak ? HUHU ! ! i really wanna make my mom proud of me . . chinca ! ! HUHU ! 2 make my dad happy 4 me AGAIN . .really ! chulmal ! ! wanna c my bro smile . .
n say . <dia my sys >
n wanna b a role model 4 my lil sys . .

<3all my bff
miss u all so much ! ! bla la bleh jumpa hampa ? ?
 since 2006
k: khalida             
a: ayana
d:dzafirah 
f: farhana
a: ayie 
z: zafira

  since 2009
n': nazirah
k: khalida
e: elida
r: rdilla
10: are-10
s: syazlyn
a: afifah

+PFC . .<3
hope our friendship everlasting . . n remains . . AMIN .

<3reason 4 putting onew oppa . .
nan chowaeyo ! ! sarange oppa . . really <3 his voice . . !
he is d leader of SHINEE . .<kpop lovers : <3 him>
HAHA ! ! hope one day i can meet him . .
kidareseyo ! !

Q: asal la tyme dy laen dgn tyme aq wt post niyhh ?

i'm new here

anyeong . .
 bloggers . im new here . hope dats someone notice me here .
really want 2 blogging . . hehe . .
hurm . 2day is my first day in dis area . kind of xcited . . hehe . .

miss all my frens from all sorts area . penang . kedah . .
warghh . . pogoshippo . . <3<3
=))

i luv him so much . .
sarangeo oppa . .
=))



one more thing . spm results will appear around d corner  . .
=(( scared ! !
but . . kencana . .
aja2 fighthing ! !